A PORTRAIT OF THE AUTIST | Dan Bull (by Dan Bull)
This will be added to memory before much is lost, as it should. Something… dwells here. Not just me, my mind, my… I guess hate. But something else. There’s something I’ve forgotten, something accompanied by words from back when, either spoken by Kit or otherwise, but they hold meaning to now, to what occurs and to what will. Maybe a decision, or merely the fact that I’m nearly overcome by emotions. But What Will has Its mouth open, drawing breath to speak. Or have I caused it, it isn’t What Will but my own outcry of…. something. Age accompanies experience and nothing repeats, but similar has been felt and perspective this time is not weary. I’ve become suspicious…critical, doubtful of but ….hm, good question. Yes, decisions seem in order, but uninformed ones? Heh, no. Just no. Only..
Not making decisions is a decision also. Been there multitudes. I’m deciding to learn, for now. To learn until a decision can be made or someone attempts to stop me. And i’d love to vent, to finally vent. To rend, piece by piece until blah blah rage.
There’s this….there’s kindness to be made and found somewhere, but without a direction… And why is it that kindness has been predicted so often, and guidance and leadership? Am I supposed to change and all that I refuse will be what I live by? I’m not denying possibilities, but a question: Why is there a contradiction in what is seen by others for me, and what I have seen? Except that I’m also something like a hunting cat, tho no one’s…
ever seen me hunt.
I’m just leery because something’s in the works, and I need to remember a lot and learn more, for myself and the decisions I made long ago.
of course, out of habit and promise.
Dave Chapelle Bitch
“Banankai… Peel, Senbonbanana!”
My boyfriend had never seen Avatar, so I finally made him watch the series with me. It was fun watching it again, and it made me want to do some fanart, so here’s Katara!
God fucking damn this is amazing! Those lines and that flow!
gonna go back to playin this prolly next month
30 Day Musical Challenge. Day 01 - favourite musical
you don’t know pain or agony until you’ve lost to the same boss fight more than 3 times
and then you have the unskippable cutscene dialogue memorized, so you start repeating it in a mocking, angry voice
Siren Song series by Victor Nizovtsev